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Okay, So Maybe [Dec. 19th, 2016|11:45 pm]
Okay, so maybe I indulged tonight
Okay, so maybe I'll stay inside tonight
Blinds are down, I think I'll drown
In my weight of drink tonight.
I judge me from within
drowning in my sin
stumbling on truth
pulling up the root
dying where I lay
last thoughts are in a haze
tomorrow I'll try again

Okay, so maybe I repent tonight
Okay, so maybe I forgive tonight
me and my, tomorrow I
let my weary head tonight

So I snuck a drink tonight. My fourth of many
The room didn't notice.
But the dog judged me.
He stared at me. He perked his ears, he barked at me.
He knew, he knew, but still I drank. He knew.
He judged me, he judged me.
Won't talk to me, but he'll judge me.

Would you hate the idea?
If I talked to me?
And told me all the things
I ever wanted to be?
Too late to turn around, head on I'll run aground
and land wherever I may

Charmed, I'm sure.
I'm not the man, It's just a suit.
Decorated like them
It's deliberate.
The hand of good will.
Bend over backwards.
Time to engage at our favorite place.
There's no returning home
exactly what we asked them to do.
It's perfect. time is changing
Morality is changing
I am changing.

My shadow dances better than me
I don't listen to what I see
Cause I can fool me, cause I can fool me.
damn the image embrace
Falling for the damaged disgrace
of who I really am.
Oh, I get deep
For being so shallow I really get deep
And deeper, and deeper and deeper I climb
Higher and higher I sink in decline
brighter and brighter I die on the vine
Faster and faster I crawl down that line.
I get deep, yeah I get deep, for being so shallow I really get deep.

[User Picture]From: yes_that_tonya
2016-12-31 08:38 pm (UTC)
You've always had such a way with words. <3
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